*SORRY IN ADVANCE FOR IT BEING SO LONG, I WANTED TO MAKE SURE I WAS DETAILED*

*sigh* 2 I’m ok with recurring dreams. It’s just that mine are usually scary and have bleak/depressing endings. I had one recurring dream for a while about a serial killer I was trying to escape. But now, the central focus is zombies. I had one last night and another one about a week and a half ago.

I’ll explain my first and second one.
First: 9-21-09 (I keep a dream diary for the weird ones)
(dreamt early Monday morning:)

I dreamt that the world was post-apocalypse zombie world. The only survivors hid themselves. My best friend and I were presumably the only survivors of our families. We were walking down her street in the afternoon, (which was in ruins) and somehow we found this girl named Cassie (a friend of a friend in real life, I never really talk to her) and the guy I have a crush on. (Although he didn’t really look like himself.) We were all sitting downstairs in my bff’s living room, talking. Cassie said “well we could all make it” and was being optimistic. Bff said “look at this place. yeah, we’re all gonna die at some point, soon.” My crush kinda looked at me and said “that sucks, I really don’t want to die a virgin…” (I think he was hinting to me) and Cassie looked at him, surprised, grabbed his hand and dragged him into another room. Nicole and I looked at each other and shrugged. (but I secretly felt very very angry.) So I went up to the door and put my ear against it…..and well yeah. You know what they were doing. (lol it makes me jealous to even think about.) I had heard enough so I went back over to sit by bff on the couch. The others came out after 5 minutes and were both disheveled and sweaty….I felt utterly repulsed by both of them. So when my crush came over to sit by me, (my best friend had gotten up to get some orange juice,) I inched away. He moved closer to me, flirtily and said “hey” and I said “hi…” and moved away. This happened 4 times until I was on the arm rest of the couch and just got up to walk around. Cassie just looked pleased with herself. My crush looked like he had no idea why I was pushing him away.

Bff asked if I wanted to go upstairs and ditch them and I said promptly yes. It’s early morning now, maybe 4 a.m. So we go up to her room and chilled for a while in her room. (there was a jelly lime green door lock that was supposed to keep the zombies away.) The sky outside was pure grey. We had (stupidly) left the door open and then we heard the doorbell ring. Pizza delivery!! Except it was a ploy and it was really a zombie in disguise?!?!!?! And suddenly the house is being attacked by a mass of zombies. Cassie and my crush are presumably dead, and my bff and I are trying to lock ourselves in her room. And we succeed, unnoticed, until a kid from a past theater production I was in (D.) comes along, seeking refuge with us. I convinced my bff to let him stay but apparently he accidently lured a mini/baby zombie, it was on his shoulder and bit him. So we had to kill him. I put a blanket over and started smashing his face with a book while he was on the bed, dead? But i told my bff it wasn’t working and she said “yeah, you have to gouge out their eyeballs, slit their wrists and cut open their stomach.” I then proceed to *** very heavily and she said “ok fine, I’ll do it…” but before we get a chance, a full-size army type looking zombie comes up to our semi-open door and pushes his way in. We know we’re doomed. It approaches us but then we hear a noise behind him and it falls, vanquished. ANOTHER girl (C.) from the same play and some other teenagers from her theater school killed it. I go and hug C and a dude in their group asks if we want to join their group or survivors, we agree. Some others in the group carry D. along with us. So we walk, and on the other side of the upstairs landing, there’s a room, opposite a food court????? (Smoothie shop?) so we go to THIS heavily baracaded area (with more useless jelly locks,) and sit on a bed and settle in. It’s sort of a small space but it’s big enough for everyone oddly. I see some parents from the music school I attend and more actors from the play, I say hi to a few. I still feel down about my crush and was looking at me feet until I hear someone standing over me say “want some candy?”. I look up and it’s D!! I jump up and hug him and tell him I thought the was dead. But he was alive! He offered me candy again and I accepted. I got a gummy orange flavored thing, it was really good. So anyway, we’re just chilling here when some of the moms decide that they want smoothies and they venture outside to the food court, an area that was being patrolled heavily by zombies (why would zombies patrol?.) So they go out, leave the door open and stand in line. (why the hell was there a line????) A zombie dressed up as a cashier was at the cash register.) The zombie patrollers saw the moms and started tearing them apart, limb from limb. And sinc